Solitary

Sometimes I just wish that I could do things at my own pace without having someone else interferring me. There are times I just feel so worn out just because I have to live out of other's expectation. Sometimes I just wonder why do I have to live a life pleasing others?

Sometimes when I need someone to turn to, I just felt that I could not trust anyone. I cannot even tell my husband things sometimes, all I have is my tears and my cry to our God the almighty.

Sometimes I wish I could turn back to the time when I was that young little girl who don't even care about being lonely but having her toys as her best companion.

I'm tired.